there's finale and sibelius in my lap now.yay
i wish i got cakewalk too.

dont be too nice to me.ok?
:(

im not planning to finish composing
i did like 5 straight hours yst and i keep hearing weird noise in my sleep.i wonder if its my aircon or my immagination.i think its the latter

thank you for everything
the library part was hilarious :)

"曾经狂奔舞蹈贪婪的说话
随着冷的湿的心腐化
带不走的丢不掉的 让大雨侵蚀吧
让他推想我在辩解奋不顾身挣扎
如果有一个怀抱勇敢不计代价
别让我飞 将我温柔环绕"
still yet to get my hands on her album.sooon!:(

i will breathe eat sleep drink think about nothing but my composing for the weekend sigh.its gonna be a long weekend again

there's this weirdly nice tune that keeps playing in my head yst night

its not the mozart-kind of classical.its more avantgarde, but oddly syncopated and soothing.

i just hope i dont forget that tune.i really wanna put that as the ending of my 3min composing which im supposed to re-write.bah

its repetitive, predictable yet not predictable and it just keeps building to climax from one voice to three, then release all the tension.yay i rmb :)

editing string quartet will be a chore!

my dad's back
which is great.really.he dotes me alot :)

oh.and music exam is in 3days time
piano exam in 4 days time
the stress is starting to kill me slowly.
the nervousness.awww.
now my scales prac is not counted in minutes.its in hours
which is pretty much so not leonie
i'll usually pass after max half hour.but now im doing it like 2 hours straight.
scarlatti and chopin are becoming more of a joy but mozart is still a torture
ornaments and the countless alberti bass.
argghhh!
gonna just bang the world music questions
i think music requires not so much of knowledge but rather instinct.first instinct
its about using your heart.more than your brain just like what he always tell me.
and a lot of luck.haha :)
wont be seeing the class people until like thrusday!

im alternating between piano, world music (still stuck in gamelan) and reading roarke
tell me why im still in the mood to read roarke?
but he's such a pleasure to read.

♥

im having a little too much fun these days

i guess thats how life should be

hanging out with friends.shopping.chilling out.heart-to-heart chat about everything under the sun.just anything but organic chem! :)

'excuse me!'
hahaha.ok inside joke.but i just randomly thought of this and am still laughing :)
thankyou for being my friend even though we are worlds apart
but i guess thats what i like
being kinda close even though we're not really close
im not talking sense i think
the big binoculars plan one sunny day :)

yay!
mini celebration for limmy before going to nus on sat
yuyu was late again even though she live the nearest!
anyway.went to aston after that for lunch and present time
happy bday limmy and i hope you like the not-so-surprise that we gave you :)
had loads of fun wiht you guys that day :D

today is happy day again :)
thankyou 25 for the seoul garden and bnj treat,and telling me onethousand things i never knew before.
i kinda like the silence between us though.its like, part of the ritual.haha
the double nyfudge and single cookie dough was awesome
haha.and i think i was so like a kid when i eat icecream :)
many thanks
and hurry get some sleep!!!!

went mavis after that
it was like laughing session.since we all was late (excpet for crazy friend) and couldnt get the front seat
spend the most of the whole lesson doodling, or just irritating the people around me.hehe
and moo is mad.she talked to my left hand and ignore me when i tell her about my immaginary boyfriend guess-who.

great i just wasted 3 out of my 9 holiday days doing nothing that has got to do with h2 music, composing, organic chem or anything related to school
i can just kill myself for being such a pig
i promise tml is jogging plus go-to-school-for-one-hour-of-math plus piano plus mugging day!

just sometimes i wonder if there is a feeling to describe how much you want to hate someone but cant because you love the person too much.just a little too much
i still cant believe listening to plastic tree can bring back so much memories

im being such a nag with such a long post
XOXO

only you can slip into my life so effortlessly
wreck my life
and then leave without a sound

my brain's so dead

had been planning alot of my post-bt stuff even though bt is in 2days time
:) fri and sat is going to be awesome :)
i cant wait!!

i know it will be like playing with fire
but i dont care

did not-so-great for cheena after all
disappointed yes.broken yes.defeated no
maybe im not retaking after all
cos i dont want the grade
i just want to prove to myself that i can get a
thinking.still thinking
anyway.the BnJ treat soon made me smile
hehehehe.im looooking forward to awesome icecream
sooooon okay.after my horrible piano exam and your driving theory :)
and funny friend bullied me again
i think mavis people like to bully me!
abcedf.lol :D
my mood change like real fast
one moment im sad.then im happy again.

tml and the day after and the day day after and many days after are all my mugging days.
and term 2 is going to be worse with many music workshops at nus, extra classes and the ten-thousands homeworks and catchups to do
bye slacker leonie
hi mugger leonie

goodnight world

had cross country today so no school :)
didnt run.walked with yuyu instead and she kept laughing at me today
as usual
i think i always amuse her.and a lot of other people
i like the milo van
maybe they should consider being in our school permanently.hehe
anyway.goodjob limmy.and gushi :)

took 43 with 25 after that
and thanks for paying most of the cabfare again :)
homed before 12 and cooked lunch with my dad
then after that helped out in cooking curry
yummy :)

leonie must mug for bt
leonie must mug for bt
leonie must mug for bt
leonie must mug for bt
leonie must mug for bt

and tml is a long longg longggg day again

喜欢一个人 孤独的时候
但不能喜欢 太多